Verse Text
tatra (1) nirvedaḥ –
mahārti-viprayogerṣyā-sad-vivekādi-kalpitam |
svāvamānanam evātra nirveda iti kathyate |
atra cintāśru-vaivarṇya-dainya-niḥśvasitādayaḥ ||7||
Translation
Self-disgust arising from great sorrow, separation, hatred or worrying about doing what should not be done, or not doing what should be done, is called nirveda. In this state worry, tears, change of color, feeling of lack of qualities (dainyam) and sighing occur.
Purport (Nectar of Devotion)
Disappointment
When one is forced to act in a way which is forbidden, or to refrain from acting in a way which is proper, he becomes regretful and thinks himself dishonored. At that time there is a sense of disappointment. In this kind of disappointment one becomes full of anxiety, sheds tears, changes bodily color, feels humility and breathes heavily.