Devanagari
अथापि मे दुर्भगस्य विबुधोत्तमदर्शने ।
भवितव्यं मङ्गलेन येनात्मा मे प्रसीदति ॥ ३२ ॥
Verse text
athāpi me durbhagasya
vibudhottama-darśane
bhavitavyaṁ maṅgalena
yenātmā me prasīdati
Synonyms
atha
—
therefore
;
api
—
although
;
me
—
of me
;
durbhagasya
—
so unfortunate
;
vibudha
—
uttama — exalted devotees
;
darśane
—
because of seeing
;
bhavitavyam
—
there must be
;
maṅgalena
—
auspicious activities
;
yena
—
by which
;
ātmā
—
self
;
me
—
my
;
prasīdati
—
actually becomes happy .
Translation
I am certainly most abominable and unfortunate to have merged in an ocean of sinful activities, but nevertheless, because of my previous spiritual activities, I could see those four exalted personalities who came to rescue me. Now I feel exceedingly happy because of their visit.
Translation (Visvanatha Cakravarti Thakura)
Though most sinful, I must have done some auspicious acts to see those best of devatās, by which I have become joyful.
There must have been some auspicious acts as a cause for seeing the best of the devatās. One must assume the mercy of some devotee, because without that the seed of bhakti cannot be sown. And because of that mercy, he called his son Nārāyaṇa.
Purport
As stated in
Caitanya-caritāmṛta
(
Madhya
22.54)
:
‘sādhu-saṅga’, ‘sādhu-saṅga’ — sarva-śāstre kaya
lava-mātra sādhu-saṅge sarva-siddhi haya
“Association with devotees is recommended by all the
śāstras
because by even a moment of such association one can receive the seed for all perfection.” In the beginning of his life Ajāmila was certainly very pure, and he associated with devotees and
brāhmaṇas;
because of that pious activity, even though he was fallen, he was inspired to name his son Nārāyaṇa. Certainly this was due to good counsel given from within by the Supreme Personality of Godhead. As the Lord says in
Bhagavad-gītā
(15.15)
,
sarvasya cāhaṁ hṛdi sanniviṣṭo mattaḥ smṛtir jṣānam apohanaṁ ca:
“I am seated in everyone’s heart, and from Me come remembrance, knowledge and forgetfulness.” The Lord, who is situated in everyone’s heart, is so kind that if one has ever rendered service to Him, the Lord never forgets him. Thus the Lord, from within, gave Ajāmila the opportunity to name his youngest son Nārāyaṇa so that in affection he would constantly call “Nārāyaṇa! Nārāyaṇa!” and thus be saved from the most fearful and dangerous condition at the time of his death. Such is the mercy of Kṛṣṇa.
Guru-kṛṣṇa-prasāde pāya bhakti-latā-bīja:
by the mercy of the
guru
and Kṛṣṇa, one receives the seed of
bhakti.
This association saves a devotee from the greatest fear. In our Kṛṣṇa consciousness movement we therefore change a devotee’s name to a form that reminds him of Viṣṇu. If at the time of death the devotee can remember his own name, such as Kṛṣṇadāsa or Govinda dāsa, he can be saved from the greatest danger. Therefore the change of names at the time of initiation is essential. The Kṛṣṇa consciousness movement is so meticulous that it gives one a good opportunity to remember Kṛṣṇa somehow or other.