SB 10.53.2

SB 10.53.2

Devanagari

श्रीभगवानुवाच
तथाहमपि तच्चित्तो निद्रां च न लभे निशि ।
वेदाहं रुक्‍मिणा द्वेषान्ममोद्वाहो निवारित: ॥ २ ॥

Verse text

śrī-bhagavān uvāca
tathāham api tac-citto
nidrāṁ ca na labhe niśi
vedāham rukmiṇā dveṣān
mamodvāho nivāritaḥ

Synonyms

śrī-bhagavān uvāca — the Supreme Personality of Godhead said ; tathā — in the same way ; aham — I ; api — also ; tat — fixed on her ; cittaḥ — My mind ; nidrām — sleep ; ca — and ; na labhe — I cannot get ; niśi — at night ; veda — know ; aham — I ; rukmiṇā — by Rukmī ; dveṣāt — out of enmity ; mama — My ; udvāhaḥ — marriage ; nivāritaḥ — forbidden.

Translation

The Supreme Lord said: Just as Rukmiṇī’s mind is fixed on Me, My mind is fixed on her. I can’t even sleep at night. I know that Rukmī, out of envy, has forbidden our marriage.

Translation (Visvanatha Cakravarti Thakura)

The Supreme Lord said: Just as Rukmiṇī's mind is fixed on Me, My mind is fixed on her. I can't even sleep at night. I know that Rukmī, out of envy, has forbidden our marriage.

Krisna Book (10.53.2)

“My dear brāhmaṇa, I am very glad to hear that Rukmiṇī is eager to marry Me, since I am also eager to get her hand. My mind is always absorbed in thoughts of the daughter of Bhīṣmaka, and sometimes I cannot sleep at night because I am thinking of her. I can understand that the marriage of Rukmiṇī with Śiśupāla has been arranged by her elder brother in a spirit of animosity toward Me; …

Purport (Visvanatha Cakravarti Thakura)

I know (veda for vedmi) that Rukmi has prevented his sister’s marriage to me.

Purport (Jiva Goswami)

Just as her mind is fixed on me, my mind is fixed on her. I cannot even sleep (ca means even) at night what to speak of enjoyment other things. I know the cause of this problem and therefore I should resolve it.

Purport (Sanatana Goswami)

Just as her mind is fixed on me, my mind is fixed on her. I cannot even sleep (ca means even) at night what to speak of enjoying other things. Or am I similar to her. No. My condition is more severe. I cannot even sleep, because I know Rukmī has forbidden our marriage completely. He has decided to marry her to Śiśupāla.