SB 11.23.29

SB 11.23.29

Devanagari

सोऽहं कालावशेषेण शोषयिष्येऽङ्गमात्मन: ।
अप्रमत्तोऽखिलस्वार्थे यदि स्यात् सिद्ध आत्मनि ॥ २९ ॥

Verse text

so ’haṁ kālāvaśeṣeṇa
śoṣayiṣye ’ṅgam ātmanaḥ
apramatto ’khila-svārthe
yadi syāt siddha ātmani

Synonyms

saḥ aham — I ; kāla-avaśeṣeṇa — with whatever time remains ; śoṣayiṣye — shall reduce to the minimum ; aṅgam — this body ; ātmanaḥ — my ; apramattaḥ — unbewildered ; akhila — entire ; sva-arthe — in the real self-interest ; yadi — if ; syāt — there remains any (time) ; siddhaḥ — satisfied ; ātmani — within myself.

Translation

If there is any time remaining in my life, I will perform austerities and force my body to subsist on the bare necessities. Without further confusion I shall pursue that which constitutes my entire self-interest in life, and I shall remain satisfied within the self.

Translation (Visvanatha Cakravarti Thakura)

I will perform austerities and with full attention I shall meditate on the lotus feet of the Lord. If the remainder of my life is like this, I shall reach perfection. I will make the body withered because I have supplied it with so much enjoyment with great effort. I shall be attentive to the most beneficial goal, meditating on the lotus feet of the Lord. If my life ends in this manner I will be satisfied.